Morning morning before leaving for work and Lauren's first day at Mariah's. I really tried hard to put a smile on my face, but look at the uncertainty in Lauren's face.I returned to teaching this past week and what a week it was. Overall, the entire week could not have gone better. As many of you know, I was very anxious about returning to work and leaving Lauren during the day. It's not that I was worried about Lauren's care, I just know I would rather be with Lauren during the day. What I realized this past week was I LOVE teaching as well. I always thought I enjoyed my job, but never realized how much until I had to drive back into that parking lot early Monday morning. Of course I had tears in my eyes, but they weren't because I was going to a place I don't like. After a very emotional week I determined I love teaching, but would rather be with Lauren. So I guess if I have to leave Lauren, teaching is the place for me. Thanks to all of my family, friends and colleagues who made this week as easy as possible. Here's what the week looked like.
Sunday: Geoff left for a business trip, so Steph came up to stay with us and help with Lauren on Monday morning. We had a wonderful time! Steph did a great job of letting me decide what to do all day and didn't mind that at times all I wanted to do was hold Lauren. She was very supportive and even put a little note in my lunch to cheer me up on Monday.
Monday: A very tough morning, but Lauren was smiling when I left her at Mariah's so that made the transition easier. As I arrived at school, my students were busy decorating my classroom to welcome my return. That sure made walking into the room easier.
My colleagues and friends were so helpful with this transition as well. They realized that I might just need some space, yet let me know they were there for me as well. It's great to know I work with such fantastic people. Around lunchtime a beautiful vase full of spring flowers was delivered from my parents and Steph and Jon. What a bright spot to the day!
As soon as I could I left school and picked up Lauren. She had a bit of a rough day as well. Mariah said she was happy except when it was time for naps. We have been struggling with this for a few months, but it was very hard to hear that my daughter was crying so much while I was away. I just kept telling myself it's all part of the transition though. The weather was pretty nice Monday so Lauren and I went on a long walk when we arrived home. The next thing I knew it was 9:45pm. I can't believe how quickly the time goes by in the evening, not to mention how tired I am when I am finally able to sit down. I might as well just fall into bed.
Tuesday: The morning was easier and seemed to flow by pretty easily. Lauren had a much better day at Mariah's and even took two long naps! We took a very long walk in the afternoon, as the temperature was in the high 50s. We seemed to be adjusting pretty well to this new routine.
Wednesday: This was my first day back in the classroom without my sub to assist. The day went really well. I put up the digital photo frame Geoff got me. This way I can watch pictures of Lauren all day long. I had a meeting after school, so couldn't pick up Lauren too early. She had a pretty good day at daycare, but did cry some. Mariah thought it was because of gas!
Thursday: School was fine and it seemed like I was never gone. It's amazing how quickly you can get back into the swing of things. The 6th grade teachers hosted a welcome back breakfast for me. The bagels and company were much appreciated! Lauren took two great naps at Mariah's. We went walking on the inside track after school and ran into our friends Kimmy, Avery, and Reece. It was great to see them. At this point in the week, I was really starting to feel tired. One big difference between my old life and new life is the hours after work, but before Geoff arrives home. In the past, I would do some things, but also rest if I needed to. That's not the case now, as these are my few hours with Lauren. We are so busy spending time together, eating, preparing for bed, and then getting ready for the next day.
Friday! When I woke up on Friday I was so proud of us for making it this far. Geoff is a big help in the mornings, as he dresses Lauren, gets her ready to go, and then packs the car for us. I never thought I would see Geoff out of bed before 6:30, but it happened this week! :) This entire day went well. Lauren and I ran errands after school and then she tried sweet potatoes for the first time and loved them as much as carrots. She's just a good little eater. Mariah gave Lauren a special Valentine's Day present and there were two fun packages from Grandpa and Grandma Spindler and Aunt Sarah and Uncle Rick. We enjoyed opening those as a family.
Then it was bath and bedtime. I was so proud of myself for staying up until 11. I thought I would be asleep by 8, but made it.
Saturday: What a great day! Geoff and Lauren went to music class in the morning, giving me some time to wash bottles and then workout. Mariah did such a great job helping Lauren take naps during the week, that we even had some time to nap ourselves in the afternoon.
In the evening, Lauren had her first babysitter. Rita came and watched Lauren so Geoff and I could go to dinner and listen to a band. It was really nice to get out just the two of us again.
Thanks again to everyone who made this week so successful. I sure am glad today is President's Day and I have another special day with Lauren though. She has been napping in her crib for the past hour. Thanks, Mariah!
